Something New
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 at 9:31AM
To be vague, but honest, there are times when I feel like I'm beating my head against a brick wall...where I keep moving forward...keep plodding through, but find that my path is leading me nowhere. Isn't that the definition of insanity...to keep doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result?
What I was hoping for didn't happen, or hasn't happened yet, and I'm tired of feeling that somehow that means I'm not good enough. I am good enough. (I will refrain from doing the whole Stewart Smalley routine here.)
I need a change...a new path that feeds my soul. When something isn't working for you, you change it, right? I'm ready. No more path to nowhere. No more pouring myself into something, and coming up empty. I will take my lessons, and the treasures that I have found along the way, and move along, hopefully, to a place where I feel like I am a worthwhile contributor. Life is too short, and time's a-wastin'.
Goodbye, old path. In someways you were good to me, but I have more to do.
Reader Comments (2)
Dear Kelly-I am SO glad that you are saying goddbye to the "this ain't working anymore"...and finding new paths. I have found that EVERYTHING...sometimes especilaly those periods that seem so unproductive in every way...contribute to who I am and who I will be. I also really like your previous post...I am so glad that you have such wonderFULL happiness in your heart and life. Your daughter is a cutie BTW.
P.S. thanks for all the wonderfull comments you have left on my blog lately...we are trying to find a place ASAP...