Not What I Expected
Tuesday, April 19, 2011 at 11:17AM 
I feel like I'm spinning. As Macy was leaving for school this morning, she seemed a little down. I asked her what was wrong, and she said, "I just feel like nobody cares about me." Wow. It makes me wonder what the hell I'm doing here. Based on the response I received from my last post, I'd have to say I know exactly how she feels. I don't know why I bother to come here and share my life, especially when my life is spinning out of control. I thought I would connect...I needed to connect, but it's not what I thought it would be and sometimes it just makes things worse...to try and fail. I don't want to fail my daughter. I don't want her to feel like nobody cares... This is not what I intended to write about when I uploaded my photos, but this is what came out. I think I need to stop and focus my attention elsewhere right now. Thanks for reading.
Reader Comments (2)
You will not fail anyone especially your children and you have connected with many more people in a positive way than most people do in a decade. Just keep saying "I think I can, I think I can, I think I can" and gosh darn it.... you WILL!
Oh Kelly!!! I just know in my heart that you are such an amazing mom! I just know it! there is a book called Mending the Broken Bond..at least I think that's' the name. I just saw it on Dr. Phil. it came with rave reviews...maybe you can check it out from the library Sometimes we just need a little extra guidance and help in parenting...especially with all you have on your table. Just do what feesl right in your heart...if you need to take break from blogging or..you can always email me or...even call me.
you just have so much going on...I read your post below and feel quite ashamed of my last email to you with all my complaints! Hang in there:) xxx